2194 Days- The Soldier- I (Germany)

A sense of defeat

has shackled my feet

I remember he told us do anything

to everything but retreat.

I am fighting in waters at the beaches of Normandy

with the holster full of grenades

and a rifle as my arm candy

I am in hell….

can’t even enjoy  my brandy

I am stuck..War is like mire

in which irrespective of your desire

You need to put on this awful attire (of Courage)

And smile even when you stand in the line of fire.

I remember my days in Berlin

She used to smile ..when I played Beethoven on my violin

Danced in the evening and spent that night at the Berg’s inn

There is no point recalling..i buried all her memories deep in my heart’s coffin.

Gone are those days

When every day’s dust used to look like golden haze

Life was simple unlike today’s maze

I was full of zest but now dead is my craze.

A swastika printed cloth is my hind arm band

reminds me I am fighting for the Fatherland

 thought we had destiny under our command

Victory is slipping away from my hand

defeat is something we cannot stand

Millions followed him…me too…was part of the band.

He…..our leader..our saviour

His influence was not only in Germany…but far beyond..much greater

We can’t leave you….guide us..make us victor

but now we are retreating…my mind is in ambiguity

How long it would last….will it ever end?

I’ve lost my family, lost my friends..

My mind is in ambiguity..will I ever get to see her?

It gets convinced..when I say..its not for me, not for the Fatherland,its not even for her

Its for him….he is the bearer

It’s the game he started  to hear his people chanting….

Heil my Führer.. Heil my Führer!!

Is there any future?...please tell me..please 

Please tell him there is no future

I wish I could get executed but

We've only seen a decade of reign...

1000 years looks a big joke My Führer!!

The Agitated Part-III

I am at the shore….

All alone..a  lone soul with emptiness in galore..

To get out of this ugly dream..i need to find a door.

I think I’ve found one…but time is committing a crime..

The door is locked…my  mind is blocked

I am locked inside my own dream….

I can’t  do much but scream…

If I knew this would happen..I would’nt have slept

I wish i.. could have it foreseen

Arrgghh..i wish i could break it open..but i am tooo old to be a teen

I only have my patience as my partner…my team

The Agitated Part-II

I am at the edge of the waterfall…

the current is pushing and the gravity is pulling...

can’t challenge nature but its my life.... its my call…

I am just trying to stand tall... in my downfall

I am jumping off the boat..

wish I could swim but I am no toad...

I wrest in this eternal quest...
I am drowning ...

water is percolatting down into my chest

I have to clear this test ...

I know i am not at my best....
my limbs are tired..I need some rest.

I am drowning...

 

i do not want to die...my heart cries....it says just give it a try..

i know i can't swim anymore..

but..but i need to be at the shore

i want to live..its a huge task...not an ordinary chore.

Agitated Part-I

Might has taken a dip

Did everything in ability but somehow lost the grip

Used to stand tall like a huge tower

Feeling stuck, hapless with no power

With almost everything looks impossible now

I see revolution as need of the hour..

Limitations agonizes me…

It develops rile…

It looks like a Mystery

But it cannot deter my confidence.

My thought is crystal clear

I never like to enjoy the game

..I always play for Victory.

My 1st Date.

I am attending this ball

Dancing in the big ball room of the town hall…

Something buzzing in the jacket it cannot be my cigarette packet

Oh it’s my mobile phone

 Flashing a known name

That too with a strange ring tone.

It’s my good old friend

A fashionista often busy in setting a new trend.

Asked about my girlfriend she loves match making...

No I said ..I am single. with a smirk and a dimple

She confirmed its time to get mingle as if I am in her undertaking

She assured me…I won’t be single anymore

Her friend (Jenny)is beautiful she said but there is a problem

She sleeps while talking and she snores

With an unfamiliar frown, no worries I said

I’ll give her a tight hug,

while keeping my ears plugged

Party looks dull..I am getting bored

I walked away from the floor into the corridor

Coming up is my first date I hate to get late

7 in the morning she shouted as I walk past the gate

7 in the morning is going to be the prime time

Not to forget hook I need to tie the metal wind chime

I don’t see any harm in setting an early morning alarm

Only to get up early see clear azure sky and to get embraced by sun’s arms

It’s the day...

I walked into the garage

Driving my father’s car is no less than

Loitering in desert and looking at a Mirage

It leaves me with no option

I see my rat bike covered with dirt

It is enough to spoil my linen shirt

So…

I would prefer to walk….

The phone rings again

Voice says by 8 I must be at Blains’

To commute I need a coach.. may be a train

My wrong area aches as walking is a big pain

As I entered the restaurant…I see a gorgeous Lady

Its still morning but the place looks quite shady

Shall I approach her….yes, no.... maybe?

Suddenly..I slipped,flipped into her lap

Iam trying to get up but there is no gap

And the posture is perfect I deserve a clap

I turned pale it could be a one tight slap

I am really sorry I uttered! She said its ok.

Holding me in her arms she is looking like an upright of croquet.

She is so ravishing…I should have got her a bouquet.

Her smile can be compared sun shine

Her deep eyes send a chill through my spine

Only with you I want to dine and wine

Dance all day, all night…lets not think about the time

Falling in love after all is not a crime

All I want is you to be mine

Oh this feeling is so divine…

I am looking common interests to share

Only to find a few that too are very rare

We two will make a perfect pair

I don’t like to get public let it be a clandestine affair

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Huge Jenny walks in..

She weighs around a tonne

Asked me are you Anupammmm?

I know I am in a big problem

Smiling at me she looks like a big bun.

My heart says… son…its time to run!!

Cursing my Fate…I am saying Life is like a big fish and  I am a bait

Thank god I have that lady’s #

Something that I would remember

About my 1^st date.

My 1st Date.

I am attending this ball

Dancing in the big ball room of the town hall…

Something buzzing in the jacket it cannot be my cigarette packet

Oh it’s my mobile phone

 Flashing a known name

That too with a strange ring tone.

It’s my good old friend

A fashionista often busy in setting a new trend.

Asked about my girlfriend she loves match making

No I said ..I am single. with a smirk and a dimple

She confirmed its time to get mingle as if I am in her undertaking

She assured me…I won’t be single anymore

Her friend is beautiful she said but there is a problem

She sleeps while talking and she snores

With an unfamiliar frown, no worries I said

I’ll give her a tight hug,

 while keeping my ears plugged

Party looks dull..I am getting bored

I walked away from the floor into the corridor

Coming up is my first date I hate to get late

7 in the morning she shouted as I walk past the gate

7 in the morning is going to be the prime time

Not to forget  hook I need to tie the metal wind chime

I don’t see any harm in setting an early morning alarm

Only to get up early see clear azure sky and to get embraced by sun’s arms

It’s the day.

 I walked into the garage

Driving my father’s car is no less than

Loitering in desert and looking at a Mirage

It leaves me with no option

I see my rat bike covered with dirt

It is enough to spoil my linen shirt

So…

 I would prefer to walk….

The phone rings again

Voice says by 8 I must be at Blains’

To commute I need a coach.. may be a train

My wrong area aches as walking is a big pain

As I entered the restaurant…I see a gorgeous Lady

Its still morning but the place looks quite shady

Shall I approach her….yes, no maybe?

Suddenly..I slipped,flipped fell in her lap

Iam trying to get up but there is no gap

And the posture is perfect I deserve a clap

I turned pale it could be a one tight slap

I am really sorry I uttered! She said its ok.

Holding me in her arms she is looking like an upright of croquet.

She is so ravishing…I should have got her a bouquet.

Her smile can be compared sun shine

Her deep eyes send a chill through my spine

Only with you I want to dine and wine

Dance all day, all night…lets not think about the time

Falling in love after all is not a crime

All I want is you to be mine

Oh this feeling is so divine…

I am looking common interests to share

Only to find a few that too are very rare

We two will make a perfect pair

I don’t like to get public let it be a clandestine affair

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

A huge girl walks in..

She weighs around a tonne

Asked me are you Anupammmm?

I know I am in a big problem

Smiling at me she looks like a big bun.

My heart says… son…its time to run!!

Cursing my Fate…I am saying Life is like a big fish and  I am a bait

Thank god I have that lady’s #

Something that I would remember

About my 1^st date.

My 1st Date.

I am attending this ball

Dancing in the big ball room of the town hall…

Something buzzing in the jacket it cannot be my cigarette packet

Oh it’s my mobile phone

 Flashing a known name

That too with a strange ring tone.

It’s my good old friend

A fashionista often busy in setting a new trend.

Asked about my girlfriend she loves match making..

No I said ..I am single...with a smirk and a dimple

She confirmed its time to get mingle as if I am in her undertaking

She assured me…I won’t be single anymore

Her friend (Jenny) is beautiful she said but there is a problem

She sleeps while talking and she snores

With an unfamiliar frown, no worries I said

I’ll give her a tight hug

 while keeping my ears plugged

Party looks dull..I am getting bored

I walked away from the floor into the corridor

Coming up is my first date.. I hate to get late

7 in the morning she shouted as I walk past the gate

7 in the morning is going to be the prime time

Not to forget  hook I need to tie the metal wind chime

I don’t see any harm... in setting an early morning alarm

Only to get up early see clear azure sky and to get embraced by sun’s arms

It’s the day...

 I walked into the garage

Driving my father’s car is no less than

Loitering in desert and looking at a Mirage

It leaves me with no option

I see my rat bike covered with dirt

It is enough to spoil my linen shirt

So…

 I would prefer to walk….

The phone rings again

Voice says by 8 I must be at Blains’

To commute I need a coach.. may be a train

My wrong area aches as walking is a big pain

As I entered the restaurant…I see a gorgeous Lady

Its still morning but the place looks quite shady

Shall I approach her….yes, no......... maybe?

Suddenly..I slipped,flipped into her lap

Iam trying to get up but there is no gap

And the posture is perfect I deserve a clap

I turned pale it could be a one tight slap

I am really sorry I uttered! She said its ok.

Holding me in her arms she is looking like an upright of croquet.

She is so ravishing…I should have got her a bouquet.

Her smile can be compared sun shine

Her deep eyes send a chill through my spine

Only with you I want to dine and wine

Dance all day, all night…lets not think about the time

Falling in love after all is not a crime

All I want is you to be mine

Oh this feeling is so divine…

I am looking common interests to share

Only to find a few that too are very rare

We two will make a perfect pair

I don’t like to get public let it be a clandestine affair

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

 huge Jenny walks in..

She weighs around a tonne

Asked me are you Anupammmm?

I know I am in a big problem.......

Smiling at me she looks like a big bun.

My heart says… SSonn…its time to run!!

Cursing my Fate…I am saying Life is like a big fish and  I am a bait

Thank god I have that lady’s #

Something that I would remember

About my 1^st date.